[ Oh gods, he really did do it. He knew exactly why he had run away, even though it was to happen in the future-- it was a combination of overthinking and anxiety that melded together to cause him to second guess his actions, also his attraction to the First Son, which well-- look at him. He was a snack of a man, how could he not want that?

He dragged his palms against his face. ] So I am sorry first of all, I am sorry because I know why I did it-- because I was clearly terrified and also anxious, and wondering if I made a monumental mistake. It is likely I also set my phone to mute your texts because I feared I committed a giant diplomatic faux pas, also in our worlds you do not kiss people without things like Non-Disclosure Agreements being brought up.

[ This did not make it right but he felt like he had to explain SOMETHING about this. ]